I dreamed that god would be forgiving

AND STILL I DREAM SHE'LL COME TO ME
THAT WE WILL LIVE THE YEARS TOGETHER
BUT THERE ARE DREAMS THAT CANNOT BE
AND THERE ARE STORMS WE CANNOT WEATHER...
I HAD A DREAM MY LIFE WOULD BE....
SO DIFFERENT FROM THIS HELL I'M LIVING
SO DIFFERENT NOW FROM WHAT IT SEEMED

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed